Friday 7 August 2015

Thanks, AW



I first started fell walking in my early teens, often with our village’s scout group but also with my dad and his friends.  Along with the local area and the North York Moors, a little further away, we would occasionally have a trip to the Lake District.  For a few years after that time I turned away from walking, concentrating on cycling, before eventually succumbing to a sedentary life, overcome with the disappointments and failures of adulthood.  But in time various events in my life started nudging me, suggesting that I shouldn’t be so inactive, that I would suffer for it in the end.  A number of people at work were into walking and I found their talking about it was reawakening my long-buried enjoyment of the hills.  On my 40th birthday, I sneaked off to the Lake District and spent the weekend at the Bridge Hotel in Buttermere.  I climbed a couple of the hills nearby and, although it left me limping with the aching in my legs, I found I wanted more.
At this point I hadn’t given much thought to ‘the Wainwrights’ – that is the 214 fells listed in Alfred Wainwright’s Pictorial Guides to the Lakeland Fells.  However, as the years passed and I climbed more of the hills listed in his books, the idea grew to walk them all, as so many have done before.  Hence, seven years later, I finally climbed the 214th one, Middle Fell in Wasdale.  It hadn’t been selected particularly, it was just the way that holidays, convenience and other people’s choices had led me.  I had ended up with five fells in Wasdale and so booked a couple of days in the Strands Inn in Nether Wasdale to tick them off.  The weather could have been better – it was forecast to rain on and off for the duration.  It duly did on the last day but I was fortunate enough for the rain to let up for an hour, precisely as I got to the top of Middle Fell.  The clouds lifted, as if scooped up by AW’s hand above me, and I was granted a brief view of the glorious views around me.  The clouds soon descended again and we returned to the village in drizzle.
As I was approaching the top, I asked myself what I was feeling.  At first, the answer was ‘not much’, this was another fell, just like any of the ones I had walked before.  A nice place, a nice walk, but nothing out of the ordinary.  But then I realised I was grinning and noticed the elation that filled me.  Suddenly I had the sense of achievement at having walked over all of those felltops, seen so many places, in all sorts of company and all sorts of conditions.  For a moment, I let myself felt quite pleased with myself.
As I say, I have had many wonderful walks.  Fleetwith Edge with Jesper in the snow, a borrowed ice axe in my hand, where the wind blew freezing cold on one side of the edge and the sun shone warmly on the other.  Scafell Pike with Pete B in blazing sunshine; we cooled our feet on the way down in Sty Head tarn and watched tiny fish come and investigate our toes.  The Mosedale Horseshoe from Wasdale Head, with Pete A, Rick and Ian; a proper big day in the high hills, including an exciting scramble up Stirrup Crag.  Pillar is one of my favourite felltops, visible from all over the place and with stunning views.  Although my favourite view, one whose beauty almost moved me to tears, was Eskdale from Eskdale Pike, with the fearsome rocks of the Scafells above the wide, glacial valley and the meandering, silver river at the bottom.  There have been many excellent pubs too.  The Royal Oak in Braithwaite is a regular, early spring stopover; the Watermill at Ings is a frequent venue for food and lovely beer; the Strands Inn is a brilliant find, being lively in a peaceful valley and serving delicious beer.  But for location and splendid beer, the Kirkstile Inn at Loweswater takes some beating, Buttermere being one of the best valleys there is.
People keep asking me, ‘What next?’  I don’t feel any pressure now, I find.  When I see the weather forecast, I no longer think, ‘Damn, no good for going up this weekend.’  As I say, Middle Fell felt just like one in a long line of fells, one in the middle, even.  It’s not final, it’s just another step with many more fells to be re-climbed, hopefully in better weather in some cases.  But, cheers, AW, thanks for the inspiration.